My Complicated Life

Steven Was Here!

2012-01-29T01:51:00.000+08:00

Steven, a friend of mine from primary, came back from Australia a few weeks ago. We hung out for a couple of days cause it was long ago since we spend time together. He can't come back last time cause he was trying to get the PR there. So yeah, we were stuck together day and night.LOL

Met up at Pavilion for the first day, cause he wanted to shop for his friends in Australia, and of course, his sweetheart. Can't stop aww-ing when he told us about his girlfriend. Awww. :]

Eating at food court. Had a great time talking about. Erm, 18SX stuff.LOL

Walked around, having no idea in what to do next, suddenly Steven mentioned something about the fish spa, so here we went. Kenko Fish Spa! RM38 for 30minutes. Not bad. Just don't waste too much time on the shouting and chicken out part. I know it's hard, BUT we made it and eventually stayed in the tank that has the biggest fishes. ;)

Then, Steven, Janine and I decided to try Shisha at a Turkish restaurant, placed just beside Levain. We ordered some food and got the Shisha for freeeeee! Terms & Conditions applied. I think it must be before 7pm. Not sure though, feel free to ask the waiters there. :]

And my hair, looked so ridiculous in there. HAHA!

Suren! Our king of shisha. Look at those smoke! There's only 1 conclusion, he has huge lungs. :O

The one who smoked like a fish. You know what I'm talking about? LOL

At night, went to a mamak near to Steven's house and called Renlord (another primary friend who ALSO went to Austrlia) out. Together with his girlfriend, Kim. Loving this family photo. ♥

Oh, forgot to say, I drove to Pavilion under their surveillance, which gave them all a heart attack. But it was alright... I guess? :/

Day 2

Again, with the old gang. Janine. Jess. Michelle. Him. Suren and I.

Pool in the morning, how's that! Hahaha!

Steve was giving his best shot. After all, we won 2 rounds. *Give me 5* :]

Busy discussing their strategies.

KLCC afterwards, Being like some little kids wandering around the candy shop. Oh I feel young again, for a moment.

Look at him. His pose.LOL AHAHHAH! :D

Thanks Steve, for the biscuits and cookies you brought for us ALLLLLL the way from Australia. It's gooood. Wanted to hang out with you more, but I had to go to S'pore and you went back already. Will miss you a lot, so do come back soon.

Really enjoyed our times together, and yeah, it certainly was intense. That's what you're going to say, right? Heheh! :D ♥

Pulau Ketam The Crap Island

2012-01-28T07:18:00.000+08:00

15th January was one of my best friend's birthday and she decided to have a trip to Pulau Ketam instead of having a decent dinner with a proper cake.

This is she. My childhood friend. My 青梅竹马 :D Skyler

Nonetheless, let my story begin.

This is us, before boarding the ferry. Sorry for the bad resolution photos. :'(

The 3 Musketeers aka The Hengdais. Skyler. Kea Huay and Jas Chin.

Then of course, meeeee! :P

After boarding, look at us.

The most :O sleeping pose.

Not bad, but mine better, with my legs tightly crossed. :]

Like Shuly said, the most ladylike one. :D

We reached there in about 45 minutes or less. All of us coincidentally chose red bikes, except for Skyler, which is also a coincidence since she had to be the special one that day.

There's nothing much to see actually, unless you love looking at small crabs. Can't seem to find a big one, maybe they're at some restaurants, innocently waiting to be cooked and served.

The sweethearts. ♥

The crooked Titanic.LOL

Oh, this is Shuly/Ruiling (yep, she has 2 names, don't ask me to explain, it's complicated), the one who said I'm so ladylike. Hehe! And why on earth can she be so cuuute? :(

With the big crab claw. Nice to see, nice to hold, but not that nice to eat. Well, the crabs were still okay, but the fried cuttlefish we ordered, naahhhh.

In the end of the day, we ordered 4 crabs, 1 deep fried cuttlefish, a plate of vegetable and a soup. Total of RM 120. So I guess you can say it's cheap compare to the ones in town.

So basically, the Crab Island turns into my Crap Island. I had a great day anyway, cause it's not the place we go, but who we're going with. :] ♥

If you still wish to check it out, click here.

Sexual Assault

2012-01-09T21:49:00.001+08:00

I recentlyfound out that there are quite a number of people I know that has theexperience of being sexual assaulted, including I, myself. Shocking enough?

No, this isnot something proud to talk about in public, but I’m not ashamed too. Simple,because it’s not my fault that it happened. Not anyone’s, we did not choose tobe the victim. Instead, they are the ones who chose to be the monsters.

And yes, Idon’t feel mournful anymore. Of course I felt sad and pity for myself at first,as if I will never stand straight to face the world anymore. But after a fewyears, I had a chance to tell a friend of mine. It’s definitely not a child’splay but after telling her the incident, I felt much better. The feeling ofbreaking free from something that had haunted you for years? It’s like taking adeep breath of fresh air after suffocating yourself for some time. *Phew*

And don’tblame the people around you for not taking a good care of you, because I did,for some time. My mom was just a stone’s throw away from where I was, but shewas busy chatting with some stranger. (The wrongdoer’s friend) So I guessthat’s one of their tactics to achieve their sinful act. *Exhales deeply* Noteasy too, but try, try hard my friend. What’s the point to blame the innocentone? :’)

Lastly, Iwant to take this opportunity to praise all those who actually shouted or ranaway from the assaulter since I know it’s tough. I can’t even make a sound evenwhen I want to, sigh.

P/s, notsure if it’s just me, I feel much better every time I tell a friend. The more Itell, the more I feel like it’s never happened before. :]

Loveyourself for no one will love you as much as you do. ♥

Mocha ♥

2012-01-04T11:37:00.000+08:00

If you're following my Twitter or Facebook, you'll know that my brother's dog, Mocha, had past away on the 28th of December.

Was going to post and ask everyone to pray with me for him to recover, but it's too late. I have a lot of friends who loves dogs so I think I better post something about the disease that brought him away from us. I don't want them to regret when it's too late like us.

He was sick for a very long time but none of us really think that it was a big deal, cause the symptoms weren't obvious, at all. But when I recall about it again, they were there all the time.

Two days before he past away, my brother and sister found him in the kitchen and blood was all over the floor. Brought him to the hospital immediately and after lots of checkups, the doctor suspected Tick Fever (CanineEhrlichiosis).

It's something like a Dengue fever in human. And as you can see, it's fatal. Here are some very informative and helpful links about the disease, please spare a little time to check them out. :]

So please, if you've ever encounter your dogs having the same symptoms as on the links. Bring him to the veterinarian ASAP!

Rest in peace, Mocha. :') ♥

Christmas at Cameron Highland

2011-12-28T09:40:00.000+08:00

Merry Belated Christmas everyone! How was your Christmas? I had a great time with my family at Cameron Highland. Well, nothing happening there, but I appreciate the quality time we spent together. Talked craps, Heehee-haahaa together. It was long ago since we do that all together so yeah, it was fun. The weather? It felt like I was back in Shanghai during winter again. It was colder than usual cause it's raining season.

Pictures? Oh, you know. Flowers and vegetables. =.=

No, this is not me. It's my elder sister. I have no idea why EVERYONE said we look like twins. We even sound the same. Trust me, our friends often realized they talked to the wrong person after they said, 'hey babe' and most of the conversations on the phone. Yes, very embarrassing, but oh well, we've already used to it.

And thennn, flowers! :D I ♥ flowers, who doesn't? Anyone wants to give me some? ;)

Isn't this artistic? This is the result from my problematic photo uploader.

And then, cacti cacti and a huge cactus. O.O

Went to the Strawberry farm later, didn't pluck any strawberries since it's not even their season now. But guess what, I got 2 boxes of them the next day from my brother who just came back from China. Nenenebubu. :D

My mom looked so happy. Why? The answer will appear below, please read.

Yep, it's the Strawberry Pancake with Whipped Cream & Ice Cream. And also some other stuffs, but too bad, nothing much to show you guys. Hmm, the food there is just so so, not really that nice but not bad either. BUUT! Their Fresh Strawberry Juice tastes good. :]

Okay, I'm going to stop here with a picture of mine, no more stories to tell. :/

Friday Night at Mist

2011-12-18T05:53:00.000+08:00

Had a lot of fun partying at Mist on Friday night with Jasmine, David and a bunch of new friends! Thanks someone for purposely taking a cab to come and fetch me home. Thankeeewww! :)

Besides that, part of the reason why I love that night is I bumped into a lot of friends. Ranging from primary to church friends. Everyone got so tipsy and ended up doing some stupid stuff and erm, accidents.

But oh well, my definition of clubbing is go all the way to release yourselves, including doing some oh-ow stuffs. Cause I think that everything has 2 sides and of course, Homo Sapiens. It's totally okay to be a bitch/asshole and show off the naughty side of yours once in a while, it's healthy trust me. You don't want to develop a Personality Disorder don't you? :0

XOXO

I know you love me ♥

Sex Appeal

2011-12-12T03:43:00.001+08:00

Went shopping with Eimunn on Friday and I got myself a pair of lovely slippers from Vincci+. Shoe is my ultimate weakness, so yeah, fml.

Anyway, was watching some show on the Discovery Channel. It had totally kept me away from my bed cause the contents was bloody interesting. One of them was Curiosity. And the episode for today was Science of Sex Appeal: Attractive Male Odor. I think it means Pheromones. :]

It says women tends to flirt and attract men when they are ovulating. Oh! They even undergone some test on women to find out whether all of them find one particular man to be attractive or everyone has their own distinctive taste. How did they do that? Simple, by sniffing the men's sweat! Eeewwww! :/ (FYI, there's no 2 person with the same odor since everyone has different kind of bacteria on their bodies) Cool huh.LOL

Well, I'm no professor so I'm just going to let the videos do the talking. And this is the one I watched. (They have 19 videos overall)

Sorry that I can't find the full videos but please enjoy the sneak peeks! Click here. ;D

P/s: Guys, now you know how important it is to smell good. So please, be hygienic. You may also wear perfume or cologne to add some points. :)

Mr. Mervy - The Aspiring DJ

2011-12-05T19:54:00.001+08:00

Sorry, I know I promised to blog. You can't blame me though, cause seriously, I got nothing much to blog about, so I might as well make use of my blog to promote my friend's one.

My friend here, Mervin, is an aspiring DJ, as he says. As long as I know, he loves music. Especially house, not sure whether he got fed up yet but well the point is, he knows a lot of great music.

Every time when I got into his car, he'd start telling me those DJs or artists whom I'm totally ignorant of. This means, he's truly passionate. So what are you waiting for? Go check it out! Best for those who loves to dance/move your body to the beats. :D

Oh, forgot to mention, he got some very orgasmic pictures of sexy ladies on his blog too! ;)

Here's the link. Click this.

Enjoy, and you're welcome. :]

Sexy small boobs

2011-11-29T00:20:00.001+08:00

Some photographer asked me to do a lingerie photoshoot about a week ago. To be honest, though I'm a bit worry, I still wanted to go at first since my friend is willing to accompany me and the pay is quite good. C'mon, it's very tempting okay. And don't ask me why they want me to do the photoshoot. Maybe they're sick with big boobs and wanting to try something different? Ha!

My friend, Jasmine, said, though I don't have boobs, I still manage to look so sexy and womanly. If that's not what you think, shoot her, not me. :P

步步惊心

2011-11-23T17:53:00.001+08:00

看的时候已经哭了又哭，看完了，心里还有种难说的惆怅。是我太入戏？

真的好喜欢戏里的四爷雍正啊！真希望这世界上真能有个时光机器，可以回到过去去感受一下各爷的爱。不行了，还可以随时回来。（如果可以，我还想带他回来呢）

不过现实一点，以前的人哪有那么帅？(我在尽量地抽离)

你啊你啊吴奇隆，都一把年纪了怎么还可以那么帅？！？！搞得我有点恋长癖，你负责吗？！

看来我还得忧郁好一阵子了，伤心啊。。。

To My Darlings ♥

2011-11-23T02:31:00.001+08:00

I want to dedicate this post to my darling, Yasmine, and The Clique. (Gosh, I can feel the tears within me already.)

Thank you God for bringing our darling, Yasmine, to this earth on 22nd of November. 13years later, she met us, or I should say, we met her. Anyhow, we are lucky and grateful to meet each other which made our lives very close to perfection. Thank you, my darlings. ♥

This is a video we made for her.(Cartene's idea) Credits to Janine who edited it and everyone, for making this surprise so successful. :D

Don't tear up too much darlings, the time where we all would be reunited will come. Let's hope it'll be soon.

Happy birthday Yasmine, be happy and take care of yourself on our behalves. Hugs and kisses for you, from us. :') ♥

I am so motherfucking pissed

2011-11-22T01:16:00.001+08:00

My Facebook status: I am so motherfucking pissed.

Too rude? Bear with me when I can kill you with just my pair of laser-eyes.

What the hell is wrong with you man? Am I someone that you can just tell me off and unfriend me when you're in a bad mood? If this is the true you, I am so fucking disappointed with you, and myself, for not knowing until now.

If I am the one who pissed you off, tell me. Don't just say bye when I don't even know what just happened. Don't even mind explaining yourself? Kiss my ass.

Seriously, never. I'm like a volcano and you'll never know when you'll hit the point. When you do, good luck. Don't say I never warn you.

2011-11-19T17:42:00.001+08:00

从来没有用过华语来写部落格，因为我的电脑没有华语输入的软件。但现在不同了，终于可以畅所欲言了！真的很害怕若我不再复习我的华语，我就会连自己的名字怎么写都会忘了。英文从来就不是我的第一语言，所以用英文写部落格难免会有些不贴切。

突然有种冲动想编个故事，写小说，但自知能力有限，哪有那么简单？好想取回之前为考试而写的作文，觉得应该还不错，不然又怎么能在SPM中拿A呢？

好了，其实我也没什么想说的。只是为了这个软件而有点兴奋而已，就当作是庆祝庆祝吧！

噢，大家应该不知道我的华语名是什么吧。我叫颜倩雯。要常来哦！谢啦！:D

Look Into My Eyes

2011-11-11T17:40:00.001+08:00

Fuck my line. It’s as if it knows what I’m thinking. Justwhen I wanted to send something important to my friend, it went down. GAAAHHH!What the heaven is wrong with my line? The TM representatives keep on sayingthey already fixed the main line outside, but sigh. Forget about it.

There’s something that I want to confess. I’m actually aguy. O.O

HAHA! Course not, just kidding. *Clears throat* Actually, Ihave a problem looking into other people’s eyes. I can’t when I’m aware of it.I don’t know why, I just can’t.
Was it because I’m afraid that I might fell in love withthem and vice versa? Too vain? LOL. What about because I’m afraid of lettingpeople to see the real me, my true feeling?

Just admit it that people now are all professional fakers.

You say someone looks cute but you actuallythink he/she is ugly

You say you like something that you actuallythink it’s awful

You act like you don’t give a damn to someonewho offended you

You act like you’re okay with everything butyou’re actually motherfucking pissed off

I admit that I’ve done everything stated above. How elsewould I know if I’ve never done it before? It doesn’t mean you’re evil.Sometimes, it just makes me think that I might have forget about taking care ofmyself, my feeling, by just simply pleasing others.

Now I’m trying not to sway further away from my true-self.Let’s hope I can really do it. (Great applause for me) :]

Still, I can’t look into his eyes cause I’m afraid thathe’ll see. I don’t want any more complications. :]

Wish me luck and you too. ♥

Bitch to Babe

2011-10-29T00:06:00.000+08:00

The bitch who called me bitch, is now my babe.

She told me she did not purposely hacked into my friend's account. It was there since my friend didn't log out when he left. So I guess everything is just a misunderstanding. We ended up apologizing to each other and we talked, and talked, and still talking.

Nothing much to blog about, I just want to clear off my mistakes. So let's see where this relationship would bring us to. :]

Bitch

2011-10-26T16:48:00.000+08:00

I've been lookingfor topics to blog but my head was totally blank until, someone calledme a bitch. Am I? I remember one of fellow babes, Adriana, used to say she doesn't mind to becalled a bitch. The reason? Quote from her, "who do you think can be abitch? A pretty one of course, or else why would other girls feel threatened bythem?" Well, to be honest, I kind of like her explanation. It'skind of true, don't you think so? (;

So why was I being called a bitch huh. According to that someone, I've been flirtingwith her boyfriend online while we chat. Attentions to my guy friends’girlfriends, I always call my friends babe. For me, this word doesn't equal to, boyfriend.

The thing I'm trying to point out is, how did she find out? Easy, she stalked her boyfriend's social accounts. Now that is a big no no to me. She even lied to me about something that was supposed to be between her and my friend. See, she doesn't trust her own boyfriend where trust is the life-or-death asset in a relationship.

Plus, she doesn't respect her boyfriend or herself by accusing me without even asking him about what had actually happened. Ended up, my friend kept on apologizing to me. So my dear friend, it's okay. Just talk to your girl so she would stop sending me messages asking me to fuck off.

P/s. People who know me should know that I don't intend to flirt, it's just the way I talk. If you don't, I'm sorry to pissed you off but this is who I am. I'm already sick of changing myself to please the others. ♥

Peace :]

Boobs vs. Manboobs

2011-10-18T01:03:00.000+08:00

Peeps, I just came back alive from the coffin, still rotting though. Tired of doing nothing and something at home. What a lifeless life I'm having right now. Blogging makes me somehow feel alive, refreshing. Not much responsibilities that I can write whatever I feel like.

Well, have you ever wonder why women can't reveal their boobs like men do? Okay, I know this is weird but somehow it popped out on my mind when I was trying to sleep. (Hush, I'm not being horny if that's what you think)

So, why? Hmm, was it because women have bigger and fuller boobs? Then what about men that have buffed up-chest like Song Seung Hyun does? Or even worst...*Ahem* Forget about the shape, isn't it just the same? If that's the case, it means women who have small or flat boobs can walk down the streets naked on top. Hmm. ;)

I accidentally found a very interesting website. Check it out, it'll make your day. Click here. :]

Good News vs. Bad News

2011-05-29T20:21:00.001+08:00

I am so sorry people. I know I know, you've been waiting for a freaking post from me to know how I'm doing now. Well, many things happened, can't really tell you everything in detail. but I'll give you some of my highlights okay? :)

Biggest thing happened in my life recently is, my parents quarreled and my dad hit my mom a little. I was just right in front of them and of course, I stopped my dad but I cried right after I do that. I rushed to my room and called my best friend, Jessica. And when she picked up, I just burst into tears. After a while, we talked, and she cried and prayed for me.

Awwww, what would my life be without you Jess?! You always stand by me and talk to me when I need it, every single problem that I've encountered and you were always there. Gosh, I don't want to be this gross, but hey darling, thanks and I love you! I sincerely appreciate everything that you've done for me. ♥♥♥

The other thing is, my grandpa has just recently been diagnosed with a 2nd stage cancer. To be real honest, I don't really feel a thing for that cause we were never close and things I've heard about him were never good. But I hope he'll be okay since I think he's the reason why my dad has been acting like this recently.

But don't worry peeps, I'm still doing great, I'm still leading a happy lifestyle. Smile always people! :D

'She' Is Damn Pretty

2011-04-10T05:36:00.003+08:00

Not sure whether you peeps heard about this guy called Li Yu Gang. I caught him for a few times on the China's Television and he's a total beauty. Well, I mean when he's performing operas. He even had a performance at the Sydney Opera House. Fyi, there are only 2 people who ever held performance there. So yeah, it's a big deal.

Now I'm going to show you how 'she' looks like when 'she' is performing. *Drum rolls* Tada!

Oh my goshly pretty right? Would you know if I never tell you that 'she' is actually a he. Damn, how can he be so much more prettier than me?! Ugh.

Next picture is when he looks like a he.

Man or not? This is the best that I could find from the Internet. Not bad what. Yes? No? ;) If you want to compare, I'll give you the before and after. Say thank you and you're welcome. =]

Anyway, he sings really well too. Obviously that's one of the reasons why he's so famous internationally. I got some videos, try listening to them. First, it's one of his performances singing Jay Chow's Chrysanthemums Terrace at some China's talent show.

Next is his utterly famous song. The new version of Drunken Beauty's MV. Enjoy! Maybe you can tell me what you think about it. ;)

Besides that, he even featured in Kay Tse's MV called Lan Hua Zhi. Cool or not? O.O

I'm actually quite impressed that his voice doesn't sound like a man trying to sing as a lady, it already sounds like it was sang by a true lady. Don't you think so?
Lastly, why the hell can he be sooooo pretty? I'm so jealous. Eeshh! =/

I Want to Win ♥

2011-04-06T03:41:00.000+08:00

Okay guys, let me get myself straight to the point. Not sure whether you guys know about this site called Says.my. Basically, it's a platform where you can choose a campaign you like to promote by sharing it on Facebook. Twitter or even blog. When people click through your referral links, you earned by RM0.20 per click. I can't say it's easy, but it's not that hard either to at least give it a try, right?

So now, in conjunction with their 3-year old celebration, they've decided to give away some very awesome gifts! Yes, not the laupeh one. Trust me. ;)

Here's the list of the prizes.

Trips to South Korea, Krabi & Bali
2-Day passes to Universal Studios Singapore
iPhone 4
iPad 2
Macbook Air
IKEA Room Makeover
Canon SLR 600D EOS
Lomokit
43" Samsung Plasma TV
Front row pair passes to Justin Bieber's concert
Passes to watch Maroon 5 live in Kuala Lumpur
Cash prizes
Donations to NGO's and Causes in your name
Shopping vouchers for TOPSHOP, Zara, MNG etc..

Interested? So am I. :P Just click *HERE* to choose your prizes that you're interested in, and start to promote like what I'm doing now to win the lucky draw! The more the people click, the higher the chances you get to win your dream items. So what are you waiting for? :D

Good luck buds and babes, hope you can win what you're craving for and do pray for me too! Thanks a bunch peeps! You know I ♥ you. ;)

Footprints In My Heart ♥

2011-04-05T23:51:00.000+08:00

Sometimes when I feel bored, I just love to browse my pictures either in my computer or my hand-phone. It has always gives me the sweet nostalgic moments that I want. Stack of pictures will just start to dance inside your mind and became filmstrips that shows you why on earth that they're still in your mind. :)

When I stumble upon the pictures we took together, it reminded me of how I miss you, as a friend. You were always nice to me, a guy where many girls would love to be by your side, a guy that I've always expected to be like. You do things that you know I'd like, change when you know that I don't like it, there's no need for me to even spit it out right in front of your face. That's how nice you are. But I never thought that I can't accept what I thought I could accept at first. For that, I'm really sorry.

I sincerely wish you to be happy, with all my heart. And of course, to everyone who had ever left their footprints in my heart. ♥

Night at Jasmine's House

2011-03-27T02:21:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! I've dyed my hair dark golden brown. Not really obvious unless it's under sunlight but I like it very much. I don't wont it to be too obvious so when my original black hair grows longer, it won't be like a 2-toned weird hairdo.

Not only me, Chloe dyed her hair too, slightly more obvious than mine but nice too. She complains that she looks older on that color, but hell no! You look more like a teenager, it suits your 'fat hao' attitude. Fyi, she ~~freaking likes~~ fucking love to look at the mirror, anytime and everywhere she goes.

We dyed our hair at Jasmine's house which is super clean and cozy, we even crashed at her house so that we can have more time for ourselves. She even baked a cake and made some mango puddings for us. But I forgot to eat the puddings, regret much. =/ No worries though, I'm sure there will be a next time for us. ;) We also enjoyed ourselves at the night market. I can have all the cheap and finger-licking food. Nom nom. Gosh, I miss them already. =/

Watched 2 movies with them that day, Unknown in the cinema and Big Momma's at home. I freaking love the Unknown cause Liam Neeson is so so hot! (Yes, I love old man, only the hot one and so, my dad is the hot one) Hahaha! No larh, I love the storyline cause it's very the mysterious and not that predictable. Go watch go watch! :D

On the other hand, Big Momma's sucks! Totally waste of money. I'm glad we didn't watch it in the cinema. I don't get it why other people find it hilarious, I can even count how many times I laughed, maybe just 2 or 3. Storyline sucks as well, ugh, the more I talk about it, the more I hate it. =/

We slept after watching Big Momma's, and couldn't wake up on time the next morning. I managed to wake up at 10am then go back to my dreams. So much better than someone who only managed to wake up at 1something. I enjoyed though, seriously hope we'll have another overnight schedule. =]

Ugly Duckling > Beauty

2011-03-20T20:35:00.001+08:00

Are you guys ready to witness the power of make ups and hair? Beware of coughing blood after looking at my utterly ugliest face ever. What I'm going to do now is to show you my transformation from ~~an ugly duckling into a beauty,~~ a normal looking person into a slightly prettier lady. *Heart beating faster* Ready? Okay, here goes my presentation. *Drum rolls*

So this is my high school look. Look like a guy right? I know I looked so handsome last time. Thank you thank you! :P

And this, is when I have a slightly longer hair. With and without fringe. =]

Longer and longer hair, until I can actually tie them up. :D

Then finally, my current hair length. With make-ups and falsies. Oh, please ignore the pimples, they're natural disaster.

Speaking of natural disaster, pray for Japan. ;)

So tada! Now you know how I look like before and after I beautify myself. (Only the last 2 pictures are with make-ups) And I don't put on heavy make-ups (well at least for now), but I already feel so satisfy about it.

You can't ignore the hair too, it plays an important role in shaping your face. Don't you think so? Don't trust me? It's easy, just ask a guy to be your volunteer, mess around with their hair, you'll get amazing results. Hahahha! ;)

So long peeps. Have fun messing around with whoever-it-is' hair! ♥

2011-03-16T18:03:00.000+08:00

Have you guys watch Sanctum? I just watched them yesterday with Chloe and Jasmine at the Pavilion. It's one hell of a great movie!

Well, this movie tells about 5 expedition explorer (cavers/divers/hikers) trapped in a huge underground cave and the only way to survive was, they had to find their way out through the unexplored cave passages to reach The Solomon Sea.

There's so much tension in the movie, it terrified me all the way till the ending cause I know some people will die underwater while getting trapped in the man-sized narrow passage or lack of oxygen. Oh God, I just think that dying underwater is such a pain cause you know you can't breathe underwater but your brain tells you that you desperately need some air. Ugh, I can already feel the pain right now imagining it. T.T

But then, when I read articles on the Internet about the true story behind the movie, cheh! No one was injured while they was trapped underground for about 36 hours. There were still communications between the expedition team and the rescuers outside. But, I admit that it's still a fucking scary event if something like that hit me on my face. =/

You can check out the real thing on the National Geographic website. Click here. =]

I ♥ Dark Chocolate

2011-03-12T13:24:00.000+08:00

As usual, I am bored. So as usual, another random fact of mine. Just like the title, I love dark chocolate.

I like how the taste turns from bitter to a tinge of sweetness. As I've mentioned before, I don't really like over-sweetened stuffs. And so, dark chocolate is perfect for me. BUT, I don't mind receiving milk chocolate as a gift, but be careful as some of them are too sweet for me. And oh, white chocolate is a big NO NO for me! ;)

What's wrong with guys? I found out that most guys around me like white chocolate than dark chocolate. Hmm. I wonder why. o.O

Right now, I'm having one whole bar of Côte d'Or's Melk|Lait(Milk) chocolate. Though it's milk chocolate, but it doesn't taste very sweet, close to dark chocolate, I likeyyyyy. :D

I would really love to have a glass of red wine right now, but too bad, I only got Vanilla Coke with me. But I'm still having a great time waiting for my drama to load. =]

2011-03-10T07:40:00.001+08:00

After so long, I've finally joined Twitter and ChurpChurp. So friends, please add me as I have no idea in how I'm going to find every single one of you. =/ Thanks a billion! ♥ (search me by Cwen Gan)

And oh, I know we all want to earn some extra pocket money, so can you guys help me to earn mine? *showing my ultimate puppy eyes* I know you're a sweetheart. Here's a link, click here and join the ChurpChurp Community. As simple as that. Thank you, muah muah. :D

Can't wait for tomorrow, going to have some kick ass nice food. Don't worry, will tell you guys about it hmm, by the day after tomorrow. ;)

By the way, do I have any friends that is going to study American Degree Program at Taylor's College? Do tell me if you are, I'm craving for some friends, I don't want to be the only one who's going to study there. =/

For now, ciao. :D

I ♥ Food

2011-03-06T10:36:00.001+08:00

I like to post some random facts of mine when I got nothing to do to kill my time, and this is one of them. ;)

If you're my friends, I'm pretty sure that you know I love food A LOT! From night market food to fine dining, every single one of them. *Ahem* except for bitter gourds and beans stuff. *Yucks* Don't ask for my favourite cause I have plenty. I love pizzas, dumplings, popiah, burgers, sushis, steamboat, lamb chop, etc. Ranging from Chinese food to Mediterranean. I'm not kidding over here. =] ♥

I know there's a lot of people who envy me like shit that I won't grow fat even if I eat like I never eat before. But no one knows my pain. But hell yeah, If I get to choose, I'd rather be a girl with no boobs to eat whatever she likes to. :D

And right now, I'm craving for some Dim Sum with my parents, and of course, Char Xiu Pao! Mmmmm, yummy! =]

And oh, another food that I don't like is, over-sweetened food and creamy cakes. =/ I'm not afraid of calories, but I can easily get stuffed by those. *Ugh*

Ciao peeps, got to prepare myself for some nice Dim Sum. Mmm mmmmm. *Saliva dripping down the floor* :D

I'm A Nerd

2011-03-04T14:39:00.000+08:00

Does my look tell you that I actually love to read, well of course, not text books. I love stories, especially thriller. Call me weird or whatever you want cause unlike other girls, I'm seriously not into Twilight that kind of story. I don't mind watching that movie, but definitely not the novel cause romance just won't trigger my enthusiasm to read them. Thriller however, has not failed to attract my attention, never! =]

I've finished 3 novels during my stay at the house in Kedah while my dad was out working at the site. One of them is the Killer by Giddens Ko, a famous Taiwanese author. This is actually a black humor not thriller but it has been proved to be an interesting story cause it has been moved up to the big screen recently named, Killer Who Never Kills.

The 2nd one is Dark Origins(thriller) by Anthony E. Zuiker with Duane Swierczynski. And believe it or not, Anthony is the creator and executive producer of my favourite television series, CSI! Plus, they even have a website(click on the book title) that shows you the videos about scenes in the story. Cool eh? So tell me, how can I possibly not like this book? =]

Last one, The Crucifix Killer by Chris Carter. A thriller too. I refused to sleep because I can't leave my hands off them. I'm not kidding you. To people who love thriller like me, I highly recommend these. :D

Besides them, I also love Dan Brown so much. Nehh, the author of the Da Vinci Code. After the first novel, I started collecting his novels and I will definitely continue hunting for ~~his~~ their other books! =]

So the main point is, I love reading despise of my naughty naughty appearance. :P

2011-03-04T05:05:00.002+08:00

Sorry peeps, for letting my blog to die. Actually, I went to Kedah with my parents for a week since my dad had to work outstation. Usually I don't follow my dad, but this time I agreed to go cause I wanted to learn driving there. As you know, it's kind of hard to find a big compound here in KL. =/

I've learned for 3 days over there, the first day sucks a lot cause the engine kept on dying for a few times obviously because I was suck. Fyi, my dad's car is a manual Pajero, huge and amazingly frustrating. My legs sore just because of the freaking clutch! Ugh. But the following days were way better, but I don't dare to go out on the busy road, my skill still not perfect enough. =/

Well, recently, I've been struggling to choose my course subject from these 3. Mass Comm, Liberal Arts and Social Sc. Liberal Arts is something like languages, History, while Social Sc. is something like Psychology, Political Sc. I have interests in all of them, so what to choose? Friends had been suggesting Mass Comm cause they think I'll be kind of good in that field. So friends, you guys want to give me some ideas? :D

Bali Trip Day 3

2011-02-15T04:59:00.001+08:00

Here's my Bali Trip Day 3 post. =]

Hired a mobil (car) together with the supir (driver) for around Rp300,000 for about 10 hours. So he brought us to Ubud for the most famous Bebek Bengil (Duck)---The Dirty Duck Diner. Not cheap but very nice. =]

See, our table was full of FOOOODD. =]

So this is the famous Bebek Bengil. Seriously very nice and crispy. Yummy!

This is their very common vegetable dish. They have abundant of long beans and taugeh. =/

Got to grab some time for pictures while waiting for the food to be served. ;)

Notice my parents at the table behind? :P

Yup, that's my silly ELDER sister. =.=

Besides their food, this restaurant is also famous for their paddy field view. Kind of nice in a way eh? =]

Next stop was the wood carving place since it's one of the specialties there.

Yes, we're trying to imitate the mask. :D

The other abundant thing they have there is, this! Yes, your eyes got no problem at all. It's the *ahem*. I wonder if the girls there use this to *ahem* DIY. An auntie even asked me whether I'm interested in buying one, right in front of my dad. I turned to look at my dad with my @.@ face and my dad immediately laughed with an Idkwhattosay-face. =.=

After looking at wood carvings and paintings, we went to Jimbaran Bay for their famous seafood for our dinner. That place is nice but you got to be careful cause some of restaurants scam tourists' money. Unlucky us, sigh. =/

This is our superduperfuckingexpensive prawns. =/

And their expensive kangkung. =/

Forgot to mention, only some of the restaurants can enjoy their dance show, one of their traditional dance---Kecak Dance. =]

Oh, the corn on my mom's hand, it's freaking delicious. Their local specialty too. It's spiced with sugar and chilies. Weird huh, but nice I tell you! Yum yum. :D

And of course, me on the beach enjoying the breeze after dinner.That's all for now. Stay tuned for my next post babeh! =] ♥

Love Is In The Air ♥

2011-02-13T01:48:00.001+08:00

Obviously, Valentine's Day is on Monday. Those who didn't realize should be shot over and over again. I mean, how can you not know?! Since love is in the air, I want to share some really really nice pictures that I've found online with all of you whom I love so much. :D

It takes two to fit perfectly.

It has to be mutual without forcing each other.

Congratulate yourself if you found the missing puzzle that you've always been looking for. It's totally okay to let your heart to bring you fly up high, just live your life to the fullest and be happy with your partner. =]

Try your really best to keep your love growing with the time you spent together. Petty little things might seem insignificant, but whatever your love ones do will always tickle your hearts. Trust me, It never fails. :)

It always takes effort to have what you call, happiness. For the meantime, just hang onto each other, close your eyes, and enjoy that special moment that can only happens between the two of you.

For those who doesn't have the right one for their valentines date, don't be too sad. Our lovely baby cupid accidentally got himself shot. But don't worry, he just needs some time to take a good rest. Everything would be alright soon. I promise. *Whispering to myself*

Just in case you don't know, I love you. ♥

Bali Trip Day 2

2011-02-11T08:17:00.004+08:00

I'm so lazy to edit and collage my photos, so you guys just bear with my really long post kay. :P

My mom and I on the beach in the early morning. =]

My mom, my elder sister and I along our pool just outside our rooms. =]

Saw this at one of the hot spot in Bali, Kuta Town. Thought this could only be found in Shanghai. I wanted to get a ride on this so badly but no one wants to have fun with me. T^T

So this is the Kuta street where all the foreigners go. Obviously it's full with Western, Japanese, Korean cuisines...If you're looking for some Balinese Cuisine, this is definitely NOT the place to go. Nightlife? You got it right babeh! :D

Posing outside a restaurant called Kunyit Bali Restaurant (Authentic Balinese Cuisine it says) where we dined in for dessert after eating our lunch at some small Warung(shop).

The appetizer keropok udang with sambal. Our sweet sweet desserts. Local specialty---Avacado Juice.

I'm acting my age, she's not. 31 still trying to act 18. =.=

The hotel garden behind the restaurant.

This is the famous Kuta Beach with my dad. The wind was freaking strong. Don't believe me? Look at my hair in the next picture. =]

Told you so. :P

Walk around Kuta Beach for a while then the Discovery Mall. After that, we went to Circle K Mart to buy some cup noodles and Bintang Beers to enjoy in our hotel rooms.

I sleep right after I reached my room and refused to wake up so they went off for dinner without me. =/

Heard from my sister it was Bumbu Bali Restaurant. They brought back some leftovers for me and OMFG. It's so freaking sedaaaaaap! But not cheap of course, it costs around RM400++ for 3people! @.@

At the end of the night, Mr. Mah(some guy we met in a shuttle van while going back to our hotel) invited us to finish a whole bottle of Chivas with him at the hotel bar. Yes, I drank too. :D

2 of my favourite pictures for today are these.

Look how happy my mom smiled. 37-years of marriage! No matter how frequent they quarrel, everything will be okay when they hold their hands tight. =] ♥

2011-02-09T05:19:00.002+08:00

What I am going to write now is a serious sensitive issue for everyone, yes, including me. First, I want to ask you a question. I'm kind of sure that you love Malaysia, everyone is patriotic is his own way, some just won't realize until they heard someone saying bad stuff about their tanah air. So the question I want to ask now is, do you love our government? Do note that country and government is 2 different thing, at least that's what I think. I love my country, a lot, but not our government.

Had a small ~~argument~~ talk with a friend of mine last night cause we have different opinions about this issue. Yes, I admit that compare to many other South East Asian countries, we're consider as a quite well developing country. But I still think that our government is not doing their best. In this case, I mean equal opportunities.

Our Prime Minister(our government)keep on promoting this 1 Malaysia concept. As we all know, it's to unite the people regardless of our race, religion and culture. But I am so sorry to say that, I can't feel that coming near. I am not being racist here, I do have Malay and Indian friends, like a whole lot of them. But, the government is still over-protecting the Malays and treating us like foreigners that came from China or India a long long time ago. We don't get equal opportunities in most aspects, education, job, hospitality...And sometimes, I've disappointed by the Chinese too. You know what I'm talking about, don't you? ;)

There's no need for me to write more, the rest is up to you to think yourself. What's right or not, depends on how you think. This is just my opinion that I needed to voice out. Sometimes anger just filled your heart when you think about this. But, the good news is, I do have hope in the new generations' Malay.

Let's get our fingers crossed that I won't get locked up by the government after posting this up on my blog, I don't want to be the next Teoh Beng Hock. =/

Bali Trip Day 1

2011-02-09T04:20:00.002+08:00

As you all know, I went to Bali and I'm home. So here's my post about my trip. Nothing much during ~~Day~~ Night 1 since we only reached there at night. But here goes, if you insist. =]

Reached the Air Asia Airport at around 5something in the evening since our flight was at around 6, but turned out that our flight was delayed till around 8 because of the bloody heavy rain. Damn right? Ugh. So after the chapalang things, our plane finally lifted at 8.30pm. =.= Didn't take any photos on the plane, was busy taking naps and chit chatting with my sister. So after 2hours and 55minutes, we've finally reached The Bali Island!

Took the airport cab to the Oasis Hotel at Nusa Dua. After our late dinner in the hotel room, straightaway went to bed. We were freaking tired you know. =/

Oh by the way, the hotel wasn't as nice as we've expected. It's bloody expensive and it's not really THAT nice. But overall, not bad larh. The really nice thing about this hotel is, the pool was just right in front of our room, open your window, and you can jump into the pool already. And the beach, was just a stone-throw away from our room. =]

I'm so lazy to blog about my Day 2 now. But I promise soon, stay tuned peeps! You know I love you. ♥ :D

P/s: Happy Chinese New Year everyone! Now where's my angpow? ;)

Struggles

2011-01-29T04:38:00.001+08:00

I'm having a really hard time here. Everyone keep on asking me whether I'm okay. Well, to be honest, I don't really know. I'm literally okay when I'm not talking about him, but when I am, it feels like I'm suffocating myself.

Still, thanks to a lot of people. Thank you Janine and Chloe, who called me and always stand by me once they know that I'm sad. Thanks to Jon, Joel and especially Michael for putting in effort in cheering me up. And also, sorry for showing you guys the really dark emotional side of mine. I don't know what else I can say except for these 2 words. Really, I appreciate a lot for what you guys did. I love every single one of you, my friends. ♥ Also, not to forget, my Ji Muis---Yasmine, Cartene and Bryan. Thank you for giving me all those quotes, I'm really looking forward to see you. Under one condition, you have to treat me, and you do not have the right to say no. :D

And to that guy who couldn't find a spot for me in his heart, yes, you! It's your loss. Seriously, you're a heart-breaker, I hope that there won't be another girl who would end up being like me.

You said that you still want to be friend with me and honestly, I want that too, just not now. Just so you know, I feel sad too when we're nothing after this, that I've lost you as a best friend. It's just that, I'm not sure whether I could still act the same around you. What I need now is time. I promise that I will jump right in front of your face and say hi to you when I'm better. Maybe when I came back from overseas? Or maybe when I'm finally in college? Now again, can you promise that you'll wait for that moment? As a friend? =]

Jon is right, you're having a hard time too. I'm sincerely sorry that I've caused you all the miseries and struggles you had had. :)

P/s: Sorry to the names that I did not mention, thanks a lot too! Love you all loads loads! And please don't worry about me everyone, I know I will be better and stronger at the end of the day. Let's hope that Bali and S'pore will be kick ass happening, so that I can throw away all my miseries and bad luck! And again, do miss me people. I will miss you guys too! =] ♥

Tears ♥ Our Memories

2011-01-27T07:48:00.001+08:00

I cry when I feel sad. I think that tears are the memories we had between us. I cry because I want the memories to get out of my mind. I want to erase you from my mind, my heart. It's aching even when I'm typing now. I never knew that it could be this deep, this fast. But I guess that's why love is a beautiful thing, right?

Why do I still want to hear the ugly truth? Because I want those words to come out from you, so that it's easier for me to let go. I don't think I can ever understand you. You want to keep me as your best bud by doing this to me? You knew how I feel for you but yet, you gave me hopes and promises but decided to confiscate them later on. Tell me how on earth am I going to understand this! Do you realize that you're being cruel and selfish here? How I wished I had never met you at all, so that I won't have to face these things now. How I wished.

Coincidentally, I was listening to this song when I'm listening to the ugly truth. Thanks to you and this song, I cried my heart out.

要重来多少次，我才会明白，要寻找一个我爱、他也爱我的人，是一件多么渺茫的事。

My Heart Is Sick

2011-01-26T06:11:00.000+08:00

I just read my best friend's blog, and I found out that she's sad because of her younger brother's health problem. He got a hole in his heart, well many people do, but his is the more serious one. When I finished the whole post, I just feel like crying when I look at their picture. I know what that feels like when your closest one is sick, because my eldest brother is sick too. Very sick.

I'm not sure whether you can feel what I feel, but it's like tearing your heart apart as if it's just a blank paper. We still smile and laugh like we usually do, but when we're alone, that feeling just won't go away. And again, our heart is being teared apart and tears will eventually fill our eyes.

Cheer up Cartene, I'll pray for your brother too. Don't feel sad anymore okay, though I know it's oh so hard to actually do it. Just remember that there's someone just like you over here when you feel sad. You are definitely not alone and we all love you whole-heartedly. =] ♥

I hope you don't mind that I'm sharing your picture. =]

Kin's 19th Birthday Surprise Party ♥

2011-01-25T07:38:00.001+08:00

Finally I'm free at night to blog about my best friend, Kin's 19th birthday cause the one I usually talk to in the middle of the night has to sleep early for his exam tomorrow. Good luck to him by the way. =] Okay, before I continue on my story, I must warn you that it's going to be a veeeeery long one. So, you better be prepared. Ready? Go! :)

About a week before her birthday, we, the girls were constantly on Facebook message to discuss about Kin's birthday surprise together with her 'boyfriend', Jiaqie. We've been through a real chaos while doing that, since some people weren't replying and none of us were being decisive enough. But we still did it in the end, successfully. So now, let's let the pictures to help a big part in my story-telling. *wink* ;)

Before everything started, what must all girls do? Beautify ourselves larh of course! Ahahaha! So this is how I look like when I'm applying my blush powder and my falsies. :*) And oh, they were having fun playing with my make ups, little kids, tsk tsk. =.="

After that, girls met and dined at T.G.I Friday. Please allow me to introduce ourselves, again, in case you don't know. That's Kin. Cartene. Jenny. Yasmine. Me. & Janine *From top left till bottom right* So, we're The Clique a.k.a the sexy ladies. ♥

This is Janine, my best babe for 12 years! I love you loads babeh! ♥ And since we have the same taste, we ordered 2 Guinness Stout. And lol, the waiter even asked for our IC. We were laughing our ass off cause we're so happy that we still look young. ;)

After the usual chit chat and lunch. Here comes the T.G.I.Friday's crews coming with the cake to do their tradition. The sing-a-song session. Muahahaha! After all, I've picked the right restaurant. =]

Most lovely sisters ever! =] ♥

And lastly, our normal and peace out group pictures. Special thanks to our cameraman-----Dev, Janine's friend who're working part-time there. =]

And this is Cartene. The most beautiful one obviously. Damn, I look so ugly here in contrast with her. *sob sob* Took this in Janine's car on the way home. Hmm, I still remember I was trying to 'kao' her on her first day when she was being transfered to KC High during Form2. :P

Oh, this was actually a random shot of me and Yasmine while we're having fun. I love how I look here so I've cropped it into my profile picture now. Plus, someone also constantly nagged me to change my previous one. :P

Oh my, finally finished this post. You know what time I started this? Around 3.30am, and the time now? Check the posted time. O.O Editing the pictures took most of my time. =/ There's another post coming up. Stay tuned peeps! You know I love you. =] ♥

My Fairytale Love Story ♥

2011-01-20T03:20:00.001+08:00

Remember there's this one post that I've mentioned that "who knows I might be falling for a nice guy around me and he might be falling for me too."? Well, I want to say that, dreams do come true. ♥ I really hope that he's my Mr. Right. (What on earth is this 19-year old-girl thinking? Pfft) But I've told you in my last post, I always have faith in me. =]

I'm not going to say who is that lucky mystery guy, (AHAHAHAH! He'll kill me after seeing this) but everyone has been saying that it's kind of obvious, so you guys just flip through my Facebook pages and blog posts and try to guess it yourself. Or you guys rather catch us in action tomorrow? I'll give you a hint on the place we're going, it's the place we went on the first day of 2011. *wink wink* ;)

And in case you wonder, it's not THAT easy to have a fairytale love story. Don't let chances slip through your fingers since we might not have another chance. So, I decided to grab mine. It might not be easy, but it's rewarding. Even if it's not an ending that you've always wanted, you can at least make things clean and clear, and eventually move on. =]

And this guy here, he's like a total roller coaster ride to me man. He can just make me laugh my ass off now, but I was actually crying because of him about 3 seconds ago. Great! =/ And I'm not sure whether he's a really nice guy, well, he seems like it, but once again, who knows. So you, yes you, better handle me with INTENSIVE care. Or else.. *evil look* ♥

What Lies Within My Heart ♥

2011-01-17T05:36:00.007+08:00

Men are come from Mars and women are from Venus. That's what everyone has been saying and which I think is very true. "I wonder what he/she thinks of me." That's a question which would pop out in everyone's mind, but trust me, you'll never know until they tell you what they really think. But who knows, lie lies within believe.

From my perspective, what we (the girls) really want was never complicated, it's always the situations which make it worse. Us, girls, tend to wander in a big garden full with variety of flowers. We always hope to find ourselves the perfect one that we really love. But every single flower in that garden are blooming, roses are beautiful, daisies are delicate even cactus flower have their own kind of beauty. That's why we feel lost and confused sometimes. The lucky ones might picked the right flower on their first time, but to those who didn't, like me, we never give up, even though we might got hurt again and again by the thorns while trying to pick the flowers.

What's your choice? I've pick mine. I might be getting hurt again, but who cares? I might just be one step closer to the right one. I always have hope in me, though it might be disappointing, but what's life without hope? I know that I will be happy, some beautiful day, in my future, I always knew. =]

P/s: Finally found out the name of my all time favourite flower, Gerbera. I Love You. ♥

2011-01-15T02:29:00.001+08:00

*Drum rolls* *Clears throat* I proudly present you my very not alien-like Chiwawa-----Louie! Isn't he adorable? I hate Chiwawa initially, like major hate. But after I saw him in a pet store when he's just around 6 months old (if I'm not mistaken) OMG, I immediately fell in love with him, he's just so not the normal Chiwawa which has a big ugly brain and a pair of very stuck out eyes. My baby here, got a perfect sad puppy eyes. He even knows how to blink with an eye. How cute is that! Too bad, he's mine! =]

So here's a link of a video clip of my baby doing this trick called Piang Piang. I first saw it on the Korean movie-----200 Pounds Beauty. The main character was doing this trick on her dog, of course mine can't compare with hers larh. But I'm kind of successful here what, so please give us a big applause here! Of course, my elder sister trained him well too! =] Enjoy the video!

2011-01-14T18:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was full of laughter and tears. Tears of laughing too much. Credits to the guys-----Suren and Mervin. Really, thanks to them that Janine and I got to laugh the whole day, from day till night. It was so much fun looking at their feminine side. It was suppose to be him who hold my hands to help me but instead of that, I helped him more than he did to me. AHAHAHAH! Yes Mervin, kill me, I purposely one. I want to stop you from 'wan sek-ing', here's a picture of yours you've been wanted it to be posted here so much. =] I love this picture so much!

Here's another announcement, please don't go to the Pertama Bak Kut Teh, forgot what's the name. It's RM50 for 4 people and it's not even that nice. The Bak Kut Teh pot was only full with vege instead of pork. =.= I think Janine just randomly found it from the Google since we were craving for it so much but didn't want to go that far to Kepong or Klang where there are so many famous Bak Kut Teh there. =/

I want to thank Mervin for being there for me, though he knew that he had to go for the dance practice which ended at midnight after our hangout. =/ I feel bad and happy at the same time. Thanks a lot! And oh, thanks for the ice-cream too Merv. You do realize that I didn't pay right? *Showing you a big broad smile* =]

Janine, we must do this another time, it feels so double date already though it's actually halfway true. *ahem* Under one condition, let's just skip the feminine part. AAHAHAHA! =P

2011-01-12T21:00:00.000+08:00

Went out with Chloe and Jasmine yesterday to Mid Valley. Shop and shop till I drop. Got a Sushi King member card since they're having a promotion. Pay RM20 and get a card with a RM20 voucher and a 10% discount immediately, that means free for the card larh! Go grab it baby!

Ooh ahh, I also bought 2 Ray-Ban-like sunnies at Cotton On for only RM20! RM5 for the baby pink one. Such a steal right? What are you waiting for, go grab! Hmm, should have bought a lottery yesterday, everything seems to be 2020. =]

Met my brother's girlfriend, Laura, and her friend, Da Ming when my friends and I came out from an IT Store. What a coincidence. =]

Before leaving, we went to Topshop to have our bikini session.lol. Chloe is so hawt in the red bikini and so do Jasmine. Except for me since I'm the one who have a guy chest! *sob sob* Sigh, what to do, have to accept the fact no matter how much I hate it. =/ We took some pictures but Jasmine is putting her effort in editing them, so let's just give her some more time kay? =]

Can anyone help me to convince my dad to buy me an iPhone 4? Blackberry Torch is my substitute if I really can't get the iPhone before I get into college. =/ Please daddy! *showing puppy eyes that Aaron taught me*

Mervin arh Mervin. Sometimes I really don't know what to believe, I'm just so afraid that it'd be just another prank of yours. Can you please tell me in advance whether it's the truth or not before you say anything. =]

P/s: I wonder why every time I hangout with Chloe sure spent a lot one. Hmm.

2011-01-10T00:57:00.001+08:00

Lots to blog but I forgot what was it about already. =/ Never mind, we will do this step by step.

Hangout with Janine. Aaron and Clandia last week to play badminton at KKK. Oh God, it sucks! RM12 for an hour, and they even have Aedes mosquitoes there! Yuck! I will never ever visit that place again. *Ahem* Back to the topic, there's a quote from Clandia "Who are the crazy people who actually think that they can play the badminton without the rackets?" Yes yes, the answer is us. I got mine, but no more extras, Janine have some trouble getting it, and I don't know why Aaron didn't bring it, thank God Clandia brought 3 rackets! Love you till the max! ♥

Before that, we stopped by at Taylor's Lakeside so that Janine can hand in her assignment and pick Aaron up. Then, Mervin came to have a walk with me. And thanks a lot for the Famous Amos cookies, I love it very much. =] And your sign horh, not obvious enough larh dude! AHAHAH! Anyway, nice hanging out with you. *Ahem ahem*

And woots woots! Please cheer for me. My dad is getting me this!

It's one of the latest Nikon DSLR---D7000. Oh my gosh! I need to get it fast so that I can learn how to use it before we're going to Bali in the end of this month. Went to Lot10. Time Square and Pavillion to ask for the price just now, ended up shopping at Forever 21 with Janine, we met coincidentally there. Well anyway, wish me luck people. =]

Mervin, don't forget our deal. By tomorrow. And I wish you luck for your DiGi quest from Aaron tomorrow. =] Then only I'll put your picture up here on my blog. =]

Happy New Year ♥

2011-01-02T20:05:00.004+08:00

Happy New Year peeps! I had an awesome countdown night with so many freaking people. Let me link them one by one, bear with me, I feel happy when I have friends in my posts. =] Janine. Suren. Aaron. Marissa. Amelia. Cyndy. Eimunn. Eimunn's sis-Yi Shin. Jon, The Walle Walle. Li Yang. And some friends' friends. (Sorry that I forgot your names =/) But there's only some of them continue to stay overnight at the Eastin Hotel. This hotel is so recommended, it's so spacious. More than enough for us, fyi, we did not sleep except for Jon.

Enjoyed our night at The Library, Curve with Vodka and I spent an hour puking. But just nice to catch up with the fireworks. Head back to hotel and there goes another round with Black Label. Mervin came with some juices to be our bartender. Thank God I've already recovered before he came. It was really nice to have him spending 2 or 3 hours with us. =] Btw, Janine got really drunk and did some stupid things to entertain us! AHAHAH! Jan, I don't think we can throw this incident out of our head man.lol Just bear with our teasing okay? =]

And I have to thank Li Yang for bringing us to the Kayu and for the treat, I was going to hunger till death. =/ And every month arh, remember kay? You've promised me! =] So, mamak and McDonald is our 1st food in year 2011. Cool eh?

Spent my day at Desa Park City with Janine and Suren. Then Mervin came to the rescue since I don't want to be the lamppost. Thanks for the Kepong Tong Sui, Merv! Next time you have to treat me I tell you! =]

2010-12-26T19:56:00.000+08:00

Ho ho ho! Merry Christmas everyone! Miss me? =] So, how did you guys spent your Christmas? Well, for me, instead of Christmas, I spent my day shopping with Janine and night with my relatives on Christmas Eve. Though not all of my relatives were there, but I felt relieved that I don't need to sing or dance for my presents. Why? That's one of my family tradition since I was born, hate it so much. Gah! =/ Anyway, I forgot to take my present from my closest cousin brother, Jason. It was nice talking to him, he even taught me how to do the exact CPR and some medical knowledge since he's studying in medical field now. I had always like him cause he's the nicest and the most caring one, he always explain and talk to me whenever I have difficulties in my education. I think I'm blessed after all. =] By the way, he told me that I have low blood pressure and my heart is very weak. That's why, don't make me go heartbroken guys. ♥

There's another thing. He's been calling me these few days, I don't know what he's up to, I didn't pick up though, can't bear to take another step, I just don't have the reason to pick up his calls. Don't you think so? I don't want a guy who only wants to have someone to hug when he's feeling lonely, I don't know about him, it's just what I think. =/

Anyway, have you ever listen to one's heartbeats through the stethoscope? It's hard to describe the feeling. It's so beautiful, no, more than beautiful. I can't find any words to describe it, it just make you feel closer to that person somehow. I really hope that there's someone out there would let me listen to his heartbeat. Even imagining it now gives a smile on my face. ♥ =]

Smile, hmm. Reminds me of someone. This someone said that I have a beautiful smile and a sexy legs. Should I trust him? =]

2010-12-18T18:11:00.000+08:00

I'm so glad that The Clique had finally hangout on Thursday at Pavillion, but without The Lame-Jenny, it's still a little bit different. And this girl Cartene arh, finally admitted something.lol =]

So everything is as usual, as noisy as ever, as fun as ever. ♥

And oh, realized that Valet Parking is far more worthy than the normal parking. The valet is RM20 and sometimes they would even wipe your car a bit. And the best part is you don't have to look and wait for a parking space, just hand in the key, and they'll do the rest for you. Splendid? So much more better than the lagi expensive normal parking, I think larh. Janine horh? =]

Now, Friday. Hangout with Janine. Jess and WJ. We, well actually Jess told Wei Lin to back off from the hangout cause we really wanted to have our very own essential time. Ganas larh you Jess. Wei Lin, sorry larh. We'll hangout some other time. =/ AHAHAHA! Had Nando's and literally changed our talking spot to Old Town which was just next door of Nando's.lol That's us.

There's this guy arh, very mafan. You know who you are larh huh. XD I'm waiting for you to fetch me in my rural jungle area okay. You better promise I tell you, or else, I'll make you pay. Hmph! *Evil look* =]

2010-12-14T18:52:00.000+08:00

First, weeeeeeeeee! I've passed my Undang Test with 46/50. Not bad right? Please tell me it is. =] Well, went to the Pre-L Class today at Hulu Langat this morning. Ended up knowing this new friend, Kar Man, since both of us were too bored during the class. =]

The second thing, I'm feeling guilty right now. I can't tell you what it is, but M, I'm so sorry man. Yeah, I know you told me it's not my fault but still, I'm not feeling that good lerh. T.T

Next, I'm going out with my girls on Thursday and Friday. The Clique on Thursday since Yasmine couldn't make it on Friday cause she's going to Bali that day. I'm not going to envy her since I'm going to Bali during Chinese New Year next year! Weeeeeee! =D

Okay, back to the topic, hanging out with Janine. Jess. WJ. Wei Lin(guy) & most probably Wei Ling(girl) on Friday. Might be going out with someone after that too. Who arh? lol. It's a secret. =]

R.I.P

2010-12-11T02:03:00.001+08:00

I wonder anyone of you know about this news? It's about this guy, A, committed suicide because he couldn't endure the pain after his girlfriend decided to break up with him. I don't know him, he's my friends' friend. Well, news on Facebook spread very fast, that's why I know.

It seems like everyone is blaming that girl, B, for being so cruel towards him. I don't know this girl too but I got to say that it's not fair to her too. When everyone is saying that it's her fault, don't you think that A was more irresponsible? Yes I know that he was really into this girl, but if he really loved her, he won't do this to her, leaving all the responsibilities to her. To me, that's more like demanding. Though I might have tons of people going to hate me for saying this, he was stupid. Does anything changed after he did that? Yea, that girl might feel very regret now, so what? That's just going to make that girl feel guilty, not a piece of sweet memory that would make her smile when she thinks of him. We make choices in our lives, we always have choices even when you think you don't have one, choose the right one that you will not regret.

He's dead now, there's nothing that we can do to make him come back alive. I'll still pray for him to rest in peace though I don't agree his actions.

To live in heart we leave behind is not to die.
Thomas Campbell

P/s: Love is very important, but life weights more. When you don't have your life, how are you going to enjoy the love around you? You're just going to make the people who loves you sad and miserable. ♥

You're The Love of My Life ♥

2010-12-08T03:26:00.000+08:00

I hate you so much for making me cry every time I talk to you. It's so heartbreaking when you tell me about your life cause I don't know what to do to make your life better. I have no idea what should I do to cheer you up, the only thing I can tell you is how much I love you, how much I miss you and how bad I want you to be home with me. I've always imagining you being on my side when I'm watching the television, imagining you picking me up from school or maybe shop with me. You've been away from me since I was 5, and I've only seen you once after that. Sometimes, I have to look at your picture to remember how you look like, sometimes, I feel like I'm the only child. Everyone just seems so far away from me, sometimes I just forget that I still have my brothers and sister. But, there's a special bond between us that make us so close together, you're the only one who understands me like no one else do in this family, in this whole wide world.

I've always asked Him why is He so cruel, I really don't understand why He made your life to be this miserable. I don't know how exactly your life is, but I can feel the pain inside me when I think of you, it feels like my heart is being torn apart.

I know there would be so many hard times that you would have your mood swings or emotional problems that would most probably trigger you to do some really stupid stuffs. But please think of me before you took any further actions, I really don't want to lose you. Remember that you'll always have me by your side and you can just say anything, really anything to me. I don't know what I can do to show you my support, but at least I want you to know I'm always there just in case you need someone to listen to, to hang on or even a shoulder to lean on.

No matter what happened to you or what you did in your life, I am and I will always be proud of you. Not because of your achievement or whatsoever, it's only just because you're my brother, as simple as that. You're the love of my life.

P/s: I don't mind to be heartbroken and cry every time we talk, that's the least that I can do to show you my love. I Love You. I'll wait for you to come home, even if it means the rest of my life. ♥

2010-12-08T01:41:00.000+08:00

Playboys are nice to see, nice to hold, once committed, your heart would broke. ♥

It just popped out from my head while I was doing nothing in the car. But that is really really true. Of course, there are some exceptional, maybe they've realized that what they did was wrong or they're just getting sick of not being able to hold on to a long-term relationship. But think again, exactly how many of them would do that. =/

Went to Klang about 8am just to try the famous Bak Kut Teh there---Mo Sang Kor. Okay larh, I admit that it was very delicious and they got a very reasonable price, but come one larh. Purposely wake up at 7 in the morning just to have that, a bit err, too exaggerate? =/

Bought some leggings with wholesale price at GM Klang(you can try to buy stuff on their website). It was not bad, but of course not as good as what we got at the mall obviously. But hey, it's just a legging, how many people would actually stop and stare at your leggings. O.O

P/s: Undang test is right around the corner, I'm both excited and nervous. =/ Wish me luck peeps. ♥

我要快乐 =]

2010-12-07T04:43:00.002+08:00

I just want to be happy. =]

2010-12-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

I'm sick of missing you, I'm done grieving about you. I see that you're living a great life, nothing have changed after we separate. I want to be happy from now on. There are plenty of nice guys around me, who knows maybe one of them would like me and I might fall for him too? Friends cheer me up a lot, so you guys continue doing this great job okay?

Clandia, please come back faster. I miss you so much. I miss your craziness that would cheer me up. =]

A Random Fact: I love dark chocolate, a lot. No white chocolate please, it's too sweet for me. ♥

Oh, anyone interested in buying hand-phones? iPhones. Blackberries. Whatsoever. Pm me, i can get you cheaper price cause my brother owns a shop. =]

2010-12-05T02:51:00.001+08:00

Watched Ice Hockey Finals just now with Janine. John. Aaron and Suren at Sunway Pyramid. It was very awesome! We shouted CPU CPU! Naj. Hakim. Manny (any name we know that were playing in the game but in reality, we only know Naj) and banging the plastic walls when they goal like crazy people. AHAHAH! =D Though they've lost to Tigers, we still love you! Naj, you're the man! Thanks for inviting us anyway. =]

After the game ended, we went to Wong Kok to chill ourselves since Starbucks was full. And I'm so sorry Naj, I totally forgot about you when I was suggesting to chill there. You don't mind right? *Sob sob* T^T OMG, I feel so guilty now. =/

Oh yeah, one of the best part today was.. We bumped into Cyndy while we were thinking where to have our dinner before the game started. Oh, your parents look kind of nice. I miss you so much! ♥ I want to hangout more!

P/s: Photos taken today are with Janine, let's hope that she will upload them soon so that I can grab and post them here. =]

2010-12-03T02:42:00.003+08:00

I can't tell you how much I miss you, how lifeless I am whenever I think of you. My heart is aching when I miss you but I know there's no way that I can look for you. I want to, but I can't. You'll never know how hard was it for me. I dreamed about you last night, I threw myself back to sleep, close my eyes so hard so that I can continue to see you in my dream, but I know it's too good to be true.

You could be sweet dreams or a beautiful nightmare.

I asked myself what if you come and look for me, would I turn my head back or keep moving on? I'll never know the answer, I know I will regret in future no matter what decisions I've made, I'm regretting now. But, I know there's no other choice for me.

When girls are heartbroken, we tend to think a lot. Sometimes, I wonder if what you've told me was true or not. I don't want to know now, it doesn't really matter already, what's done is done, game over. Okay, I admit that I'm still very curious. =/

Just talked to Eimunn on the phone, she advised me about this issue. Thanks babe, love you so much! And good luck in your course and *ahem* arh. Don't forget what you just promised me, Secret Recipe and Coffee Bean! =]

I am currently so into Charice Pempengco's Note to God though it's already very outdated but I still love it so much.

Oh and oh, Happy birthday to 2 of my girls, Jenny and Clandia! We'll find a day and hangout together, everyone seems so busy right now. I miss you all so much! I want our Clique Day! =]

I know what I need now are not flowers. chocolates or presents. I need time. But still, I miss you. ♥

2010-11-23T15:15:00.000+08:00

I've already made my mind but I think I need more time to think thoroughly so that I won't regret for my decision in future. Decision will be announced when I'm back from Singapore, should I say stay tuned?

Thanks a lot to my lovely friends for lending me your shoulders for this few days. Especially Janine. John. Chloe. Mervin. Naj. Sherlin. Skyler and Gison. Thanks for listening to me. cheered me up. and explain to me. I would always do the same for you IF you guys have any problems, I really don't mind listening to you all night. You are even welcome to call me in the middle of the night though I might not heard my phone ringing. =]

I want to thanks Manwyn for not forgetting me and included me in the L1 Class Video(you can watch it on my Facebook page), seriously love you to the max! ♥♥♥ I will always remember every single one of you. =]

I'm going to Singapore tomorrow with my brother and his girlfriend, still not sure when I'm coming back, maybe just for a 3 or 4 days. I'll go yumcha with everyone when I'm back. =] Will miss you guys a lot.

2010-11-22T04:21:00.001+08:00

Somehow I don't know how to tolerate my heart with yours. I don't even know whether I should. Why don't you tell me instead, huh? Please, just tell me what should I do with you.

Serious shit! What should I do now? There's a cut in my heart now, not too deep but deep enough to have a scar. So I've been thinking whether I can act like nothing happened and give you, or basically us, another chance. I have no idea at all. My friends said that I should just keep going, and give up on you but somehow, it's hard. It's hard to just give up like that without even trying to continue. Yes, I'm weird, maybe I need my heart to be torn apart then only I'll have reasons to stop and back off. =/

If you don't like me, just tell me and break up with me. I rather get hurt now then later when I'm deeper and hard to resist. I wanted to ask, but whenever I hear your voice, my head would turn blank. I don't want to wait if your heart will not be with me.

Baby, relationship isn't something that can be maintained when you put in more effort. It needs more than that, you know? You're so confusing, do you know that? So why not we just keep it straight and make it easier for the both of us?

2010-11-20T16:50:00.002+08:00

I just found out that guys in the club are the same. No matter it's someone you just met or a friend you knew for some time. They all use the same tactics and same actions to get a girl. Here's the process ----- Grab a girl and dance with her - Lick her ears. neck. - Kiss her. make out. - Hold her hands everywhere you go. - Voila. Mission accomplish!

Recently, my friend went to the Mist club with her friends and one of her friends danced with her. So you know, the guy started to bite her ears and neck then making out. After everything ended, that guy gave my friend a goodbye kiss before they went home separately. After that day, nothing happened. No text messages. no phone calls. no msn. no nothing. My friend is not some bitch who can go around and kiss anyone. So I insisted her to ask him whether he was just having fun or he has feelings for her too. She finally asked him, and yes, he was just having plain fun. Fuck him hard!

As my friend was telling me about her story, I realize that it was exactly the same with my incident, except that we're together now. But, I just found out that he wasn't really in love with me, he still couldn't forget about his ex. What should I say, he totally made me went speechless. What do you expect me to say? Oh I don't mind, let's continue our relationship or oh, let's break up then. And for your information, I'm heartbroken. Happy?

Everyone warned me about being together with you, EVERYONE! But I wanted to give you a chance, who knows right? Who knows you might really changed? I chose to trust you even if I know that it's hard. They're right, I'm stupid enough for letting myself to be stupid. But I never regret for what I've done.

Until now only I know why the girls always turn off their hand-phones in the dramas.

2010-11-19T19:21:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was freaking awesome man! Went to Sunway Pyramid with Janine. Aaron. Marissa. Amelia. Cyndy and John. Can you imagine 7 people packed in a Hyundai Matrix? Amelia and I were stuck at the front seat. Phew, thank god there were no police along the way. And I turned Amelia on for sitting on her lap. O.O

Had our lunch at the T-Bowl Restaurant or whatever that name is. The food was not really that nice, totally overrated. Not to mention, their service was seriously suck. Our food was served late, very late. Always forgot to bring the right and enough cutlery. What else? It's like an oven in there. =.=" Walk walk walk for don't know how long, finally got my popiah and off we went to the skating rink. =]

Ate my popiah while waiting for Suren, the very late comer, we insisted him to skate. I know he had a really great time though. =P Bumped into Naj who's an ice hockey player. So oh you know how well he can skates. So yeah, kept on showing off in front of me, and kept on frightening me as I was holding Aaron's hand but still he fell 2 or 3 times. And me? Thanks to Suren, once. =/ But ahahaha! God is watching, he fell right in front of me about a minute later. Ahh, who asked you to make me fall? Your fault! =P

Went for a movie after ice skating and dinner at McD with Janine. John. Suren. Clandia and Naj of course. We watched Takers, and it was my 2nd time. But I didn't fell asleep cause John and Suren were making fun of that movie, and Naj doing all those stupid sounds beside me. Guys...lol

The movie ended at 10 something. Thought everything ended and we went home? Aha! You're wrong, we went ice skating again! Only us, no one else. Without paying and it's already 11something. Awesome huh? Naj said we'll try going to Sunway Lagoon for free next time. Weeeeee! ♥♥♥ Love you all so much weih seriously. =D

Someone didn't contact me for days already, I wonder why. hmph! =/

2010-11-16T18:04:00.000+08:00

I've been going out a lot with Chloe recently. Most of the time shopping. And OMG! I spent a lot weih. Unbelievable! Chloe, it's all your fault for asking me to bring you shopping. I am officially broke now. T.T

We went to Mid Valley on Saturday and I spent a little more than RM300. Blame F.O.S for most of it. Sunway Pyramid yesterday, shopping again obviously, for about RM200. Slap me please!

We reached at the Pyramid at 10something in the morning. Met up with Jane, had our breakfast at McD then off we went to the skating rink. I learned how to back-skate. Woohooo! =] Met this guy called Alan at the rink who knows how to skate so awesomely. He worked at the rink before, so maybe that's the reason. He's kinda funny cause he said he couldn't teach or talk to us much since his girlfriend was there watching him. AHAHAHAH! We skated until 4pm and that's when Jane went home with someone.lol So shopping shopping shopping. There goes my money. T__________T

At around 8something, we decided to watch a movie since we don't want to go home so early. We bought tickets for the Unstoppable. Chilled ourselves at Secret Recipe for a piece of Dark Chocolate Cheesecake and a cup of hot Caffe Mocha. Mmhmm. And go watch Unstoppable, it's a nice movie. It's so intense all along the movie, made me wanted to bite my nails.lol =]

Naj is having an ice hockey game tomorrow night but don't think that I can go without Janine. =/ So sorry mann, but I'll be your cheerleader next Feb, I promise, of course, only if you would ask me again. Go give your best shot tomorrow night! =D

Janine just asked me out to skate in Thurs with Aaron. Mervin Mervin. Are you going tomorrow? Remember what you've promised me the other day? I'm waiting. =P AHAHAHAH!

2010-11-08T04:45:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, friends are much more lovely than my family. They do things for you when you're exhausted. Treat you when you're broke. Be there for you when you're sad or happy. Family loves me very much, more than a friend would feel for you but somehow they just don't know what you really want. True?

I was so sad yesterday. We went into this watch shop then my mother asked me not to hold my super freaking old hand-phone in my hands cause it's so embarrassing as I was carrying a Coach bag. Then I took this chance to talk to my dad about the iPhone 4 I want and which I had told him a million times. He said it's not worth it and asked me to choose for another phone. Asked me what about choosing a Sony Ericsson or Nokia hand-phone instead of an Apple.

Back to my brother's house, I used my brother's iPad to show my dad all the SE phones and told him that the price range is about RM1000++ so why not another thousand to get more free applications and great features in an iPhone?! As I was browsing the web page, tears were rolling down already. Now you know how much I want an iPhone for myself. T.T Thank god Daniel called me that time and gave me an excuse to get away from there. But everyone can see that I'm so upset that time. It was so obvious alright. =/

Told this to my friends and my friend from USA offer to buy me one with a freaking crazy low price and bring it back for me, if I want to. =] Love you so much mann. Oops, don't get jealous okay my Mr. Boyfriend. You know I love you more. ♥

And thanks Micah for cheering me up with all his freaking funny jokes. =]
Listen to this. I ate my cereals and I accidentally stepped on it, does that make me a cereal killer?
AHAHAHAHA! Sorry, I'm still able to laugh though I already knew this joke for hours. =]

I won't left you out larh Hawt Mervin. Thanks for chatting with me though your mom already ~~scolded~~ teased you for sleeping so late. Thanks for being ugly because of me.lol was it only me? =/

♥ I miss you Mr. Boyfriend. ♥

2010-10-28T01:02:00.001+08:00

Weeeee! After so long, I am finally going to the Undang seminar at Ulu Langat this coming Sunday with Jasmine Lum. And thank god Uncle William told me not to wear until too sexy, cause if he doesn't, I think I would wear something short.lol =]

He changed his status into a relationship. Hmm, I'm not sure what I should feel about this cause somehow, it makes me think that what he said to me before this were not true. His cousin told me that he's still crazy over me, and I'm the one who said we should let go each other. But I don't feel that good though. And please don't ask me whether I still have feelings for him cause I seriously have no idea. But I hope that he won't turn into a playboy because of what I did. I sincerely hope that both of us will find someone who's more appropriate for us. =]

2010-10-24T00:24:00.001+08:00

My elder sister came back from S'pore yesterday night and dragged me from my bed to check out all my new stuffs from her. She bought Coach and Calvin Klein bags and purses for me and of course my mom, not to forget all those clothes. But she only got a few clothes for me as the sizes there are too big for me. Oh, I mean USA. She got me the pink Poppy Edition bag, the one above. Can't find the purse online, lazy to take picture and upload. She also got dad and brother some shirts and trousers too. And lots of Clinique products cause I heard that it's about half the price cheaper than M'sia in USA from this cute guy working at the Clinique, The Gardens. Don't misinterpret my meaning, I mean those girlish cute. You know larh, most guys working on the 1st floor are a bit, most of them larh, okay? =]

The funniest thing that happened to me yesterday night is, my brother sent me some sms to tell me about how he misses us a lot and how much he loves his family blah blah blah. My first reaction was, "are you drunk?". He replied, "a bit, I just want you to know that I love you all okay. Don't think that I don't." AHAHHA! Guess what I replied?! Damn, can't imagine I just said that yesterday to my brother. I said, "okay okay, we love you too! Omg, so yok mah. Go home and sleep earlier. =]" OMGOMGOMG! I really still can't believe myself. Eesshh! But I really hope that he's doing fine cause he's not acting normally. hahaha! ♥

Oh oh, another happy news is, my brother's dog gave birth to 2 huge Maltipoo puppies. It's Maltese and Poodle. Going to my brother's house to see them tomorrow.

Oh peeps, I might be moving to Putra Heights as my parent want to renovate this old old house either to rent it or to move back in in future. Hmmm, don't really feel that happy except knowing that I will have a completely furnished room according to my preferences. I'll miss Janine and Skyler, which are living 5minutes away from me, and all those Cheras friends and of course, the mamak stall at Taman Connaught. =/

Want to watch drama with my dad now, goodnight peeps. ♥

2010-10-20T19:28:00.003+08:00

I'm very fragile, in fact, more than you can ever imagine. Many people said that a lady's heart is as fragile as glass, but mine is more than that. I may not look like one, I may look very confident and strong as if nothing would bring me down but deep down within me, I'm not. Only the closest friends of mine would know what I mean by now.

Many people said that I shouldn't complain. From their point of view, I look classy and cherished by me parents, but if you're not me, how could you ever know the truth, that what life I'm living now.

Yes, I admit that my parents love me so much. I'm the youngest daughter in this family, and as everyone knows, the youngest is always daddy's favourite girl. But the truth is, the more they love you, the more you would feel the stress from them because you know, you're the last hope of your parents.

My parents, especially my dad is not satisfied with my elder siblings and eventually, every burden and stress are on my shoulder, and I can't breathe.

I personally think that my siblings are already good enough, I am, somehow proud of what they did because they are my brothers and sister, my closest of all for the lifetime.

My eldest brother studied in King's College, UK and is currently struggling for a living there. My second brother never finished his studies in college but now he has his own hand-phone stall. Lastly my elder sister, is now working as a manager in Singapore. What more can you ask?

I think the most important thing in life is to stay happy, not living to compete with the others and in the end, are you really happy? You might be working for Donald Trump, living a great lifestyle and being better than your relatives and friends, but the question is, deep down in your heart, are you happy? Well, maybe to some people, it is. But to me, I am seriously not happy with that, to be competing with the one I love or care by judging them and sometimes, throwing stones at them. Is this how you enjoy your life?

I remember that my grades were very good before standard 3, because I want my dad to be happy, to be proud of me. But somehow, he never compliments me for trying my really best. I remember getting the 3rd Place in my class after trying so hard just because my dad weren't satisfied with the 8th place I got before that. I really gave my best shot but again, just when I was happily thinking that my dad would finally be proud of me, he said to me in this teasing tone, "what are you happy for, do you think that this is good enough? Why 3rd instead of 1st?" Since that day, I realized that even my best won't make my dad satisfy, I was very disappointed. From that day, I just stop trying. I got 34th the next year when I was in standard 3. Even though I got better grades after that, but still I started to hate studying, I became rebellious. I don't study even when my dad beats me. You will never imagine what my dad did to me in these years. I was deeply cut and would never recover. That's why I can be broke easily, even if I was just talking about this to my friends, I cry very easily.

I hate my relatives for turning my dad into a monster. It's their fault, all because they love to show people especially my dad how awesome they are. They did not cherished what my dad had done for them, what my dad had sacrificed just because he loves his brothers more than anything in the world! Without my dad, they would be nothing. Things they are having now are blessings from my dad, still, they don't know how to appreciate and be thankful. They even back-stabbed my dad. Even if you read my blog, and know what I'm thinking now, I still want to speak up. Fuck you hard for treating my dad this way! I will never forgive you even if you give me a lot of presents cause I know that you're not sincere at all. Boo you for believing in God, you disgust me! I pray that He see this and all your sins.

2010-10-18T17:45:00.000+08:00

Weeeeee! I was so happy yesterday. Daddy bought me a pair of peach colour Converse shoe! =] He's been very nice to me recently, as in super nice. We shopped a lot, kept on buying things for me while mom just standing there non-stop nagging me and trying to stop dad from spoiling me.
But of course not everything also buy larh, obviously, I still haven't got my iPhone 4. *sob sob* And my elder sister also haven't reply my email bout it yet. sigh. T.T

We actually went to Klang to have Bak Kut Teh in the morning. Finally found one which was not bad, cause the one we wanted to go was not open.
Then straight to Jusco, Bukit Tinggi which was just beside of our restaurant. Wanted to go Padini Concept so freaking much but sigh, not much time left. And woah, you think shopping in Jusco is lame? Well, actually it's a big no no, it was very nice in there, seriously can fight with Mid Valley, Megamall. I'm not kidding here, I too was so shocked and surprise the moment I got in there. =/They have all those stores most people need, Padini. G2000. Subs. Nichii blah blah blah. Surprise, not?

And I definitely got to get my Nichii short pants. Not super nice but at least it's a type that I haven't got and it's affordable. Must go shopping with my girls someday. Weeeeeee! ^__________^

100th Post

2010-10-17T10:29:00.001+08:00

Oh god, after years this is only my 100th post. I'm so freaking slow I know.

It should be a very special post but I'm blogging now just because I'm so bored, nothing to do now. I'm looking for stuff to do. I posted on my siblings' walls asking for different things. =]

I am currently craving for Dim Sum, shall wake my parents soon after I post this. =] I miss having Dim Sum at Yumcha, Singapore with my elder sister. It's not cheap, but the food were super nice. All the pork and prawns were fresh and they're not cheating by using some small small prawns. Can't show you the pictures as they're all with my sister. Asked her to upload for more than thousands times already but still not responding. Sigh. =.=

My brother said he wants to give me a Blackberry Bold 9000 instead of iPhone 4, but...It's so old. Others' Blackberries are using track-pads but that is using track-ball. Damn old right? You might be saying that I'm spoil, but have this in your mind. I have never choose a phone for myself, none at all. The phones I've used or the phone I'm using now, none of them was my choice, and I'm only realized it recently. That's why I'm so stubborn in this issue now. T.T

A random shout out, I love to flirt. ♥

2010-10-15T00:31:00.002+08:00

Did you guys realize that I don't really blog unless there's a hangout day or maybe something big? Sorry larh, I know I'm not really a good blogger, cause seriously nothing much that's big enough to blog about it here and I don't want to bore you guys with that too. See, I'm so nice. Hahahah! But you have to bear with my perasan-ness.lol =]

So, I went to Sunway Pyramid, again. Jovi was the first one to reach there waiting for me to come. Took taxi, again and spent some time ~~paktoh~~ window shopping with him then Clandia and her friends came. There was this girl named Pav, we just call her Curry Puff cause it's easier to remember. Can't really remember the rest as I didn't really get to know them, but no worries, we'll have more time in the future. We started to skate around 5pm then ended around 7.30pm. Really thanks to Janine. Clandia and especially Jovi for accompanying me though I was kind of slow. And really ~~thanks~~ a lot to Vincent for making me fell on the wet wet ice while he's show off-ing his skills, though he claimed that it was an accident, and had fun bullying me. Eeshh!

Then it was Clandia's favourite time of all----- ♥ Dinner Time! Headed to PapaRich with Eimunn the late comer, but I really appreciate it as she's damn busy and stress since her college started. ♥ Heart you so much babe! Get to know some very funny weird guys Naj. Kamal and Roshan cause basically they laughed even for little things, like my name. Hahahah! And oooh, Naj is in the Ice Hockey Team, how cool is that!! Oh, he was also wearing this cool T-shirt, Oral Me and guess what?! Vincent said yes as a reply.lmao =D

So basically I was having a great time with everyone. Hope everyone can join next time. =]

Ooohh! Micah said he's going to give me a photo shoot when we hangout next time. Yeeaaayyyy! =]

2010-10-11T12:02:00.006+08:00

Just wanted to type, but not sure what. So I guess I'll just have to follow the flow and see what it is. Lame I know, but if you're like me, staying at home everyday since I quit SAM in July, you'll know how it feels like to be like me.

Went to Garden's Isetan to shop with my parents on last Friday. Didn't know it was the member day until we reached there and saw loads of cars queuing to get into the parking lots. We went in and looked for parking for around 40minutes, crazy right? So we shopped and shopped, voila! My mom and I bought about RM300 worth of new clothes each. My dad? Pity him though cause he didn't get to buy anything as he already has all types of clothes in every color. So it's not really our fault to shop for so long in the ladies department. =P

Oh, before that, we went to Damas Shopping Mall to meet some Dato then I asked Yasmine to meet me at the Mamak there since she's at the college. And guess what, dad kept on teasing me in front of her. Aiyorh, really no face mann. Eeshh! =( But gosh, I miss her so much weih, always not free to hangout with The Clique, sigh. I think we'll just have to wait for another month till her exam is over. =/

And I also met U-Ping's bodyguard there, he still looks so handsome. Hahahah! I mean it, he got those very nice manly look. =] Who's U-Ping? I'll give you a big hint, pst pst, Berjaya Time Square. Got it? lol But I haven't seen him since ages, but I know he's studying in Garden's International now. My mom doesn't like him cause she thinks he must be very alike with his dad(which everyone thinks that he's an asshole, oops! Except for me, I don't judge people whom I haven't met) but I don't think he's cocky like other rich ass guy, at least towards his friends. I'm still looking forward to see him, someday. =]

Came out from The Garden's around 10pm then straight to WongKok, Leisure Mall to meet my friends, Chloe and Jasmine. Suddenly I remember that I didn't bring my house key with me, so we head home around 2am. But before that, Chloe let me drove her car in the car park without the *ahem*. Phew, nothing happened though, don't worry. =]

And can I sue my No Brain-Neighbor? I', serious, I really really hate them, they are polluting the air now(Open air burning). Plus, affecting my health. Argh! Don't they ever think for a second? =.= Gosh! NO RESPECT AT ALL!

2010-10-02T13:06:00.003+08:00

OMGOMGOMG! I had the most freaking awesome night ever with this bunch of crazy people. Ms. Tomato. Eimunn. Aaron. Ms. Cyrus. Marissa. Jovi. Joel. Donavan. YuWei. And lots more. Sry, I don't really remember your names cause I just met you guys that day. =]

Before that, we went to this Summer Steamboat Restaurant to have our dinner. There were around 20people if I'm not mistaken, it was fun as I get to know a few new friends. All of them were very nice and friendly, and funny too. Gosh! I love your friends so much larh. =] I remember that they were quite surprised that Yuan and I can actually eat a lot cause I kept on asking them whether they are full or not as I'm not really getting full myself. Fyi, do not disturb Yuan when she's eating. She will get very clumsy and drops her chopsticks or the big soup spoon. AHAHAHA! =] But overall, she's very cuteeeee, according to the very cuteeeee Marissa. =] Too bad that Yuan had to leave earlier and not following us to Mist Club.

Another thing is, this Mr. Aaron arh, kept on doing the wrong things on the road. We nearly got banged 3 times you know?! OMG! His driving is freaking crazy man.lol Some more gave us a very NICE memory that we were kind of lost while looking for Mist. It was some of our 1st time to club and damn, we got lost by following his car. XD There was this part that we went into this one way-road. Oh god, everyone at the mamak stall was looking at us and some of them even showed us their middle finger. I was like, eh wtf! Yeah I know we shouldn't came in here, but so what, it's none of your business man, just keep on eating your roti tisu okay! Gggrrrrr!

At last, we reached Mist! Yeeaaaayyyyy! =] Girls got in for free as long as you come before 12am, but I pity the guys larh, have to pay like RM100++. oowwwhhhhhh. =]

Jovi and I drank quite lots of beers and Black Label but he's more crazier than me, he bottomed up a glass of pure Black Label man.Wahhh.

Most of us got really high and rocked ourselves hard but there were a few of them were getting tired and dizzy. AHAHAHA! =]

Wahhh, I realized that I can be very very crazy when I got high. I can even danced with guys I don't know and having him holding my waist. Okay okay, I know I'm really crazy but he's not touching anywhere other than that, so I thought it was okay larh, as long as he doesn't simply move his hand around. But horh, this Ms. Tomato was very sensitive and worried about me that she quickly pulled me towards her and scolded me for being so not careful, and Ms. Cyrus immediately blocked that guy from me. Awwhhhh. I'm kind of touched though I'm a bit shocked.lol =]

Oh, there was this girl dancing with her boyfriend suddenly touched Jovi and danced with him. Hahahah! Jovi was kind of shocked but kept on dancing and was enjoying the girls' attention. And yealarh yealarh, I know you very babai larh.

After having fun in the club until around 3am, we went to Taylor's Lakeside by Aaron's car and someone got really crazy that he kept on hugging people around him in the car. Those 3 pity people were Ms. Tomato. Marissa and I. Gosh, he's really high like he's on E you know, kept on shouting with the windows rolled down.lol But okay larh, I admit it, we really enjoyed that very much. =] When we reached the college, we sang Birthday Song to Aaron as we got no chance to see him tomorrow.(His birthday is actually tomorrow) We were so high that I forgot that I left my IC. phone and money with him causing him to come back after around 10minutes. Sorry Aaron, I know it's my fault. T^T

We hangout at the 24/7 in the college, some were sleeping, some still very hyper, like me and Jovi, keep on talking with Ms. Tomato.lol But I'm the superb one cause at last they all cannot tahan and slept at the open air place, outside Truffles leaving me gazing at the stars, alone. Hahaahah! =] Only until 8am everyone woke up and had our breakfast at Subway.

I was having hard times saying goodbye to Ms. Cyrus. Marissa and Jovi. I'll miss you guys so so much! ♥ =]

Conclusion: The first time clubbers were so not like the first time.lol So you can actually try to imagine how crazy we were last night. =] It was freaking fun! I LOVE YOU ALL HOTTIES! ♥♥♥ =]

2010-09-28T00:55:00.010+08:00

wahhhh, long time no blog everyone. I'm seriously lazy to blog nowadays, maybe I've stopped for too long. I had a lot to blog one, but too long i can't really remember them clearly already.sigh especially about my trip to S'pore. The main point about that trip was, I miss my sister like hell now. I thought it would be easy to say goodbye, but it's not. I was trying so hard to act cool that day, but her image was getting smaller and smaller as my car was getting further, my heart sank like Titanic man, it hurts and my tears rolled down my cheeks even if I've tried so hard not to. Gosh!

Anyway, today's Janine's birthday! Oops, I mean 27th. =] I gave her a huge surprise together with Aaron. Amelia. Marissa. Cyndy. EiMunn. Clandia and Jovi's help. Without them, it won't be this great. I mean it seriously, it was a huge success. I keep on saying this, cause I finally saw Janine cried because of us, making her so touched. Awwhhhh. I love you so much Janine, and you all too. ♥ As for The Clique, try hard to make it next time okay? It breaks our heart that you guys can't make it.sigh

First, I took a taxi from my house to Taylor's Lakeside, and not to forget, took a cake at Leisure Mall that I had ordered days before. That ride fucking cost me around RM40 you know. Damn! I'm so broke now, but since it's Janine's birthday, aiyarh..forget about it larh. =] The freaking part was when he asked me"turn right, right?" with his left hand pointing to the left. O.O! I seriously felt so not comfortable sitting on that car man. The first time I talked to him in Eng, he asked me to speak in Malay, I'm not trying to be racist here, but can't he even know what's left and what's right?! Seriously oh my god man. ==" So anyway, I reached there safe with Eimunn waiting for me. =]

Eimunn and I waited for all of them in the Students Life Centre(SLC), preparing ourselves to give Janine a surprise. When they're here, Aaron rushed towards me and blocked me from her view. And then, tada! Surprise!! =] She was shouting and shouting, asking me why I'm here.lol And also thanks to this bunch of guys sitting beside us for singing the birthday song with the guitar! ♥ =] We were planned to ask them when they were practicing but didn't as we don't really dare.lol Just when she thought there's no more surprise for her, Clandia was standing right in front of her when she walked out of that door. She cried and keep on saying that she's very touched and scolding us for doing this to her. Ahhahaah! =] This is what are friends for darling. =]

Went to Sunway Pyramid after that by Aaron and Eimunn's car. Ate at this freaking nice Barbecue Plaza and sang happy birthday song to her. What else?! Played with the cakes larh of course.hahaha! Had a great time with them, kind of laughing all the time.lol Coincidentally, Clandia was wearing a bright yellow and green blouse, which was exactly the same shade with the restaurant's dinosaur outside. HAHAHA! =]

After that, we went to watch The Legend of The Guardians: The Owls of Ga'Hoole. Well, I personally think that it's quite a lame movie that even my friends were saying that it's very predictable just like a cliché. ==" Not really feel like I've wasted my money though cause you can still see the animation and all those effects. =]

Lastly, I just want to say that. Guys, I love you all so much for making this surprise something like my dream comes true. Muamuamuamuamuahhhh! ♥ =]

2010-08-06T17:17:00.002+08:00

Gosh, I'm helping the spiders to build their home sweet home.

No kidding, I'm damn bored at home. But I guess this kind of life would end soon. Why?

*Drum rolls* I'm going to S'pore tomorrow morning! Yeeepeeeeeee!! =]

It's been a long time since I last visit S'pore and that was a hell long time ago.

Dad is going to drive, and I'm in charge of getting myself some sleep on the seats behind. =]

Will stay at my sister's house since she's working there.

Huuhuuuu! She promised to bring me to shopping and jalan-jalan cari makan.

And wtf! She's bringing me to the Universal Studio!!

Every friends of mine said they had soooooo much fun during their visit, so yeah!

Let me experience the fun-ness myself. Hhahaahah! =]

Besides that, I really got nothing to be happy about.

My life sucks right now. Seriously.

Gaaahhhh! I feel so lonely, really want someone to be there for me when I need him.

Hold him whenever I feel cold.

To be my bolster when I sleep at night.

Boast about him to my friends when I feel like it.

But I don't want that someone to be anyone cause I don't want to go through it again.

I have quite numbers of ex-es and I was not fooling them or myself!

It's just I hate to be alone, hate to feel like there's no one that stand by my side and accompany me to do all the stupid things that I want to. *Sob sob*

I want someone that can make me feel relaxed when I'm with him. =]

Someone that will make me feel secure.

When will I ever find this person who would be in love with someone selfish like me?

Guess I would just have to wait.

I Love You! My Future Boyfriend
♥

2010-07-25T06:02:00.006+08:00

My birthday is coming, it's on the 28th of July! But today horh, some people already celebrated my advance birthday lerh.lol

*ahem* I want to thank The Clique for giving me a great surprise!

I love you all so so much!

Oh, who's The Clique??

Who else? It's Janine. Clandia. Kin. Cartene. Jenny. Yasmine. Jessica and Ei Munn!

AHAHAHA! I actually got a lot of accidentally-hint from them, but I just never thought of it until the big surprise was right in front of me.

Okay, here goes the story.

Days before this, Miss Janine asked me to go to MV for a movie-The Inception.

So I was trying to invite all of them the day before that, but they said they're not free except of Clandia.

Since Miss Clandia was sleeping at that moment, her younger sister-Chern Yuan accidentally asked me, "orh, it's for your birthday celebration right?"

My 1st instinct was, "huh? so early, don't think so larh. It's just me and Janine wanted to go for a movie."(My 1st accidentally-hint)

The next day in MV, while we were hanging out around Baskin Robbins, doing some ussual chit-chatting, we saw this guy that we can't stop ourselves from taking his photos.

You know why? He looks exactly like Michael Jackson!! o-o o-O O-o O-O O.O

His skin, his jaw, his shade even his hair! wtf man.

*ahem* Okay, back to the topic, we then heading to Dragon-I to have our lunch.

Just right before we got into the restaurant's entrance, someone grab my hand from behind like I'm some kind of his girlfriend.

How did I react?! What do you think?!

My heart jumped together with me larh, then I heard someone's evil laugh already.

Who else?! The laughing witch-Miss Kin larh! XP(My 2nd hint)

Again, I thought it was just a coincidence that she was going to have lunch with Sook Yan there. (tak tahu why I so blur one, sigh)

Eventually not larh obviously, I saw Miss Jenny and Miss Cartene sitting around a big table, then only I realized,"orh, hahahahh! wth."

That was my reaction and I nearly cried because of this lerh.

After settling down in that restaurant, chat chat chat like sampatpoh then suddenly the Late comer-Miss Yasmine asked, "eh, where's Ei Munn arh?!"

lol, seconds after that, everyone was staring at her using their wicked eyes(except for mine =]) to kill her silently.

Then she went like *gasp*Shit! Sorry sorry sorryyyyyyy.. T____T

I lmao looking at them man.lol =]

Oh, I think Dragon-I is getting worse day by day.

Their food are not like last time already, maybe it's their ingredients problem?

Besides, their services were not good too.

Miss Kin and I got frustrated cause I ordered 1Suan La Mian and 3Zha Jiang Mian.

But that particular waitor ordered 1Dan Dan Mian and only 1Zha Jiang Mian for us and still blame me that I said Dan Dan Mian and 1Zha Jiang Mian!

Eeeeshhh!!! angrynya. So I think you can imagine how black was Kin's face.lol =]

After our lunch, we went for movie tickets but omfg! All the tickets were selling out fast.

Damn it! Wanted to watch Inception so badly. T_______T

So instead of movie, we went to Cotton On and everyone bought something.

And eeewwwww! The Cotton On plastic bags look so ugly, it's green in colour.

It's not dark green, it's not lime green. it's those very artificial green colour.

Can't imagine? Go buy something at Cotton On. =]

Then we walk, and walk, and walk. Finally decided to go to Garden's Coffee Bean since the MV's Coffee Bean was so crowded and full with people. =.=

Then we talk talk talk, show each other some hot guys and camwhoring session was ON! =]

Then suddenly, Miss Jessica came with her kind of annoying little sister-Esther!(Hope she doesn't know my blog. =]) hahahaha!

So around 5-6something, they all went home one by one. T^T

Thank you you guys!! Love you all really so so much!! =]

I can't stop repeating that. I know I know.

Later on, Janine. Jessica. Esther and I went to KC High to see some people.

And thanks Michelle Yong for helping me with the brochures.

Ooh ahh, I saw Sir and OMG! What happened to him? He's so damn skinny compare to last time! I got to admit that he looks good in the tuxedo. =]

After that? Went back home larh.

Not just that, went out again with my family to have dinner as some kind of a celebration at Hau Kee Restaurant, if I'm not mistaken. =]

It's not a fancy place like where I went for last time, but after 18 years of birthday makes me think that birthday is not such a big deal anymore, so I guess it's okay?lol

nothing much with my family actually.

Now I'm waiting for people to upload their photos so that I can tag and put on this blog.lol =]

Lastly, so sorry that I can't make it to the ASQ Concert with you Chun Kit.

I promised I'll be there when you need me next time.

And thank you for getting my friends the tickets so last minute. =]

As for Ei Munn and Junee, it's okay darlings.

I know you're busy and Junee, you didn't ruin the surprise they gave me, instead, you

gave me one. =]

Dedicated for My Classmates, The L1 =]

2010-07-09T02:35:00.015+08:00

I stopped SAM in Taylor's finally.

I'm very happy to leave SAM but not my friends.

I'm really really sorry for leaving you guys without saying a proper goodbye.

I seriously miss you guys sooooo much. I mean it. =]

life without you guys is different, I cant really say how, but it's like some part of my life are missing.

the memories that I have with all of you cannot be erased no matter how long it takes.

I'll always love. miss. and treasure you guys deep down in my heart.

to whom I'm not really closed to, I'll always remember you too! =]

These are my classmates in L1.

I will always remember how was our 1st barbeque.

our 1st discussion.

the 1st birthday celebrated ever. Sue Yinn's =)

and where Adriana. Shu Yee. Michele and I started our 1st conversation.

Our 1st Pizza Hut meal with the whole class!

oh oh! our very own production of Fashion Show! =]

and farewell & birthday at KFC!

thanks the Gentleman-Manwyn for holding my files and books.

and thanks Grace for holding the umbrella so that I can be a day of Puteri Lilin. ^^

and hahaha! our Tap Tap Revolution and arm wrestling time. =]

and also the gang of blue specially for Grace. Joyce & Kumaran's Farewell, not to forget Manwyn's Birthday! =]

I will also remember how we rushed down the stairs from the 4th Floor with killing heels just to take a photo with Ean from the Hitz.Fm! =]

Sherlin. Crystal. Dianne. Hazel & Wye Xiang, are you waiting for your name to be stated out? lol

I love hanging out with you guys alot!

everytime I hangout with you all, I feel so relax and happy.

you guys are not fake to each other. I enjoyed every minute I spent with you! =]

Mama Crystal, you seriously very Ah Po lerh. (in your case, it's a compliment) ^^

you take care of everything, I mean EVERYTHING! hahaha!

you'll be a very great wife and mom. lol

thank you for giving me advices in everything.

Diane, be more confident in yourself k?

you got all the will that I want to study hard. but too bad, no one is perfect.

I mean, you really made me respect you cause I don't have the strong will you got.

good luck in your studies but don't stress yourself too much arh. =]

Wye Xiang, The Astro Boy!! Seriously thankeeeeewwww!!

you helped me alot in various kind of things.

homework. the FreakMeOut-Accounts. blogshop

HOWEVER, you also like to create some chaos for me. =="

the Kumaran's "Tie the Knot" thingy, and the William's SMS. Oh god! you seriously almost killed me man. argh!

but anyway, you're actually a nice guy. ^^

Hazel! you're my 1st friend here.

I remember how worried were you when I said I was in an accident. lol

but after that, we didn't really get to know each other better.

but I know we're not the same kind of people.

you're alot more matured than me. =]

I hope that you can get into Melbourne U just like your idol--your dad. ^^

Finally, Sherlin. =]

I never know that we would be this close, seriously.

it's super funny that we hated and gossiped about each other in the beginning, not knowing that we're actually the same. lmao man!

I thought that you would be just like another typical rich and bitchy slut but turns out that you're a sensitive and considerate girl though you always tease me. lol =]

I know you don't actually mean it when you say that. hahaha!

I really heart you loads babe! ^____________^

for names that I did not spell them out, I'm really sorry.

it doesn't mean that you're not important to me, all of you have made my life close to perfection.

I'll miss L1 alot. =] =)

muaaahhhhhhh!

2010-06-26T21:38:00.004+08:00

im back from shower! i kind of like my hair colour now.

but have to see 1st, in case it's not really how it looks now.

after hanging out with CK, im actually kind of surprised and overwhelmed when i realized that he actually remembers everything i told him before.

it's kind of funny that i cant remember that i told him before. =P

but something made me frustrated. my sister sms-ed me just now, she said i got 2 choices now.

1st, continue SAM and start having tuitionssssss.

the 2nd one, change to Nottingham's foundation.

well to be honest, i dont want both. although my SAM is really bad right now, i still dont want to go to tuitions.

i already feel so stressed right now and you still want me to take tuition classessss?! wth man! T^T

next, Nottingham foundation?! it sounds kind of great huh.

well you know what?! it's at some kampung area that i dont even remember the name. the campus is nice, yes i know. but no! i dont want to move from KL!!

hate my life that i have to make my choice out of no choice!